Grief from your loss
Came and came
Absurd
Why you?
Just ripped away
The day before my birthday
Here one day
Gone the next
Heartbreaker you definitely are
Your love for life
Often frustrating
To watch you grow
My delight
Brown hair brown eyes
Charming your way
Inlet to my heart
I thought of sons
How mine might be
When you would come
Just teasing me
I was much older and very mature
Then you would remind
Of past years and crimes
Like that time you would say
With a laugh
When you almost killed us
Pretty soon I was losing my mind
You were the boy
That changed a teen girl
Who as she grew up became better still
Who saw how you cared for and counseled
And hugged on and loved her
Yet hated it all when I interfered
Last time I saw you
Here on the earth
You were lounging and sleeping
Like many times before
You were just crashing until it was night
Conflicted and worried was what I saw
When you asked me a question
That brought me to awe
Christina have I do way too much
Too ever come back?
I mean will God forgive for
All the faith I lack?
My heart broke
As I saw in my mind
This beautiful boy
Heart struggling to align
I calmed and reassured
But I realized as I spoke
I also validated my own
"There is nothing my friend
That will change how I love you.
I believe that Gods heart is way bigger than mine
Nothing you've done has been a shock to his heart.
He loves you much more
Than you will ever know "
I hugged you tightly
You smiled so bright
You little boy had grown into
A man who was radiant
And weird crazy and odd
I will always remember
You taught me a lot.
Dedication to a friend
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